for the last time, i'm fallin behind

wispride port wine

2008-11-25T20:03:45Z

sometimes i wonder, am i doing what i'm supposed to be doing? guess i just gotta have faith.

ps. sometimes i hate being a girl

NOBODY PUTS BABY IN THE CORNER

2006-08-21T14:04:20Z

Johnny: Nobody puts Baby in a corner.

Baby: I carried a watermelon.

Johnny: just put your pickle on everybody's plate college boy and leave the hard stuff to me

Baby: Have you had many women?
Johnny: What?

Johnny: I mean I never knew women could be like that, you know? And their so rich, they're so goddam rich, you think they must know about everything. And they're slipping their room keys in my hands, two and three times day, different women. So here I think I'm scoring big and for a while you think hey they wouldn't be doing this if they didn't care about me, right.
Baby: That's alright, I understand you were just using them that's all
[looks depressed]
Johnny: No, no that's not it that's the thing see baby it wasn't like that, they were using me
[Baby kisses him and they fall back on to the bed]

Johnny: What's your real name, Baby?
Baby: Francis. For the first woman in the cabinet.
[Laughs]
Johnny: Francis. That's a real grown up name.

Johnny Castle: I'm gonna do my kind of dancin' with a great partner, who's not only a terrific dancer; somebody who's taught me that there are people willing to stand up for other people no matter what it costs them; somebody who's taught me about the kind of person I wanna be.

Jake Houseman: This is not a tragedy. A tragedy is three men trapped in a mine or police dogs used in Birmingham.
Baby: Monks burning themselves in protest.
Lisa: Butt out Baby.
(haha i dont remember this part...but i thought it was funny)

Neil Kellerman: I have to say it. I'm known as the catch of the county.
Baby: I'm sure you are.
Neil Kellerman: Just last week, I stole a girl from Jamie, the lifeguard, and he asked her, right in front of me, "What does he have that I don't?" And she said, "Two hotels."

Lisa Houseman: I've decided to go all the way with Robbie.
Baby: No, Lisa, not with someone like him.
Lisa Houseman: Do you think if we came back for a ten-year anniversary, it would be free?
Baby: It's just wrong this way. It should be with someone... someone that you sort of love.
Lisa Houseman: Come on. You don't care about me. You wouldn't care if I humped the entire army... as long as we were on the right side Ho chi Minh Trail.

hahah. oh man. some GREAT quotes from dirty dancing. gotta love it. these are just a few..my favorite ones lol.

i absolutely love this song

2006-08-09T05:01:40Z

"The Face Of Love"

I've seen your face on stained glass, in colored lights
In pictures of you looking to the sky
You've been portrayed a thousand different ways
But my heart can see you better than my eyes
'Cause it's love that paints the portrait of your life

[Chorus:]
The face of love
The face of love
You look more like love every day

I've read your words in the pages of your life
And I've imagined what you were like
I may not know the shape of your face
But I can feel your heart changing mine
And your love still proves that you're alive

[Chorus:]

You are the face that changed the whole world
No one too lost for you to love
No one too low for you to serve
So give us the grace to change the world
No one too lost for me to love
No one too low for me to serve

Let us see... let us be your face

[Chorus:]

somewhere over the rainbow

2006-07-27T16:44:32Z

hey! i know it's been forever huh? well...this week has been quite interesting. sunday was a very good day. went to church...stayed two services..then went to faythe n ryan's afterwards for the "faythe, tina, willy, matty" party. three birthdays and graduation. it was lots of fun. i enjoyed myself. (ps. my dad just came home and really aggrivated me)...but that's besides the point...

then, monday i worked 1:30-5:30...prob one of the easiest shifts ever. lpiddy and Gpiddy came in...bought some stuff..came thru my line. it was awesome. they invited me over for dinner..very appreciated. so after work, i went home..changed and headed over to the piddy's. ate some food..mm..then me n linds tried to go play tennis at cushman..but unfortunately all hte courts were taken...kind of. hah. so we decided to go over to the fort...we weren't so hot that night. so we only played for like a half hour. then we called up our boy kevin! we got there..went on the trampoline for a few..then inside and listened to some hot music. played this game..can't remember the name..outburst i think it was...then watched SPICE WORLD! well..some of it bc we put it in kind of late. but that's possibly one of the best movies ever created.

tuesday..was AWESOME! i got up around 9ish...dr's appt at 10...blah...then called up lpiddy again. we were gonna just hang around by the pool or soemthing..but she wanted to go somewehre..have an adventure ya kno? so...we figured some stuff out..and decided to go to NEWPORT! i figured that would be easiest since my sister works there and basically lives there for like four days out of the week...so that worked out quite nicely since she knows where like everything is. then...when we got there..we met up with mah sista...and she showed us wehre the shops were n stuff...then after a while she had to go..so me n lpiddy stayed at this really nice spot overlooking the water with sailboats n stuff...it was SOOO nice. beauuutiful...love it. took some nice pictures. one where we looked like we were gonna kill someone haha..not intentionally though =P

so we stayed there for a good hour i believe..did some ppl watching haha. some interesting ppl i might add...
then we got hungry..so we went to panera...but um it was likea whole family of ppl that didnt know how to speak english.i really thought we had gone to another country..the girl took forever trying to get my order! and she didnt even get it right!!!!!!!!!!! grrr! i had asked for no mustard on my chicken salad sandwich, bc that's nasty...so she put no spicy mustard..but on the other slip it said..no spicy message...therefore my sandwich had mustard on it. and i didnt get my chips! darnit!...oh well...but we ate outside..and that was nice.lindsey fed some little birdies. afterwards we found the coolest little shop! i wanted everything. but i settled for two things.

got some ice cream...and left...we are def going back there....
then it was time for TNB...which we thought no one was coming..but it ended up being an "almost" full house...we had...me, lindsey, adam, rusty, and beno! spectacular.

flarp was the highlight of the night.hahahha.

now wednesday...quite amusing...got up..was gonna just clean the room or something. just hang around...but i ended up going over to mr. rocks house. did some errands with him...bank, kmart, home, bank bc he forgot his wallet. haha. circuit city..i mean..radio shack! lol...then back to his house..pool....and then lindsey. hungout till 5ish..then i had church...

after church...chris had the nice idea of stealing a street sign..so of course me n lindsey were down. haha...so he picks up lindsey, then me...and we go take pics of street signs...for the bolts? yah...then we stop at the debalsi's fora ladder.."hey do you have a two foot ladder i could borrow?"...oh man...so at the top of their street chris gets out with his flashlight headgear...adn the stepstool thing..and across teh street there's this guy that's watching him...so he goes back in and then comes back out! with a flashlight! wicked bright ..like who does that...? so wierd...

so we decided that wasnt' such a good idea anymore, so we went to the fort instead. talked about stealing a trash can. haha. then we were hungry..so we went to mcdonalds..chris paid.thankyou. never eaten that fast in my life. then it was like 11:45 so we dropped off lindsey..and hten chris dropped me off...the end.

now its thursday..and i'm doing absolutely nothing...i have to work at 4...which sucks...but it's only till 8..so thats no big deal..4 hrs..piece of cake! justhope they dont ask me to stay longer...i'll decline of course. i need to take a shower. hmm..

very lazy today. not really liking it.

tomorrow i'm working 1:30-6...might do something with crystal and matty..not sure yet htough...then sat is the worst...work 10-4:30..basically my whole day..hope its crappy out haha. jk...

okay. so i hope this entry was interesting enough for you. ;)
haha.
there you go.
lauren*

little reminiscing!

2006-07-11T22:15:59Z

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]

What's your name? ::: Lauren Denise Benoit
Birthplace ::: Providence, RI
Age ::: 18
Age you act ::: um. 18? sometimes younger i think. lol
Current location ::: Fairhaven...and my room. boo.l
Eye color ::: green
Hair color ::: brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: righty
Zodiac sign? ::: virgo
Height? ::: 5'4"

[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]

Your heritage/nationality ::: allllllll french baby
Your hair ::: way too hard to explain, but let me tell you, it's hot.
Your fears ::: spiders!, any bugs.....
Your perfect room ::: COLORFUL!, but not like overwhelming...comfy, lots of pillows and blankets, pictures, ...etc(kinda 70's ish!)
What you practically do in a day :::um. well it's currently summer. soo...work. or hang around...or hang out with ppl..this summer is being lame right now..it needs to be picked up!

[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: "oh man," "whatever," "shut up" lol.
Your first thought when you wake up ::: what time is it?
Your greatest accomplishment ::: there's way too many.
Something you want to do :::finish college...become a nurse...actually get some money accumulated into my bank account lol.

[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: BK def, even though i just had mcdonalds, and payed in quarters nickels and dimes for $3.15!!! yes! "i'm lovin it" lol (okay so this didnt just happen.it was actually last summer but i had tokeep it bc that day was hillarious. and it's still bk for me)
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: def christina aguilera
Chocolate or vanilla ::: chocolate!
Adidas or Nike ::: um. both.
Black or white ::: black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: bills.
Burgers or hot dogs ::: burgers.
Egypt or France ::: france.
Rock or rap ::: rock

[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: def not
Cuss ::: nah
Sing well ::: um. when i try i suppose. i'm not like dreadful as simon would say lol.
Sing in the shower ::: yes!! , my dad caught me once, i got embarrassed lol...:) (hahahi kept htis asnwer too its hillarious)
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: sometimes haha.
Believe in yourself ::: yes, most of the time!
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: um. id be done like 30 ?'s ago.
Play an instrument ::: the viola baby! lol, conducted by lindsey peirce! YES! (haha kept this one too)
Want to go to college? ::: i'm in college..kind of...haha..transferring.
Want to get married? ::: yes definately!
Want to have children? ::: yes,!
Think you're a health freak? ::: nah. but i'm not bad.
Get along with your parents :: yes!! most of the time
Get along with your siblings? ::: for the most part.
Think you're popular ::: dont' care.

[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]

Gone out of state :::um. i went to PA in june...
Drank alchohal ::: eck, no.
Smoke ::: nope
Get high ::: nope
Done any drugs ::: nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::nah i dont got any oreos. =(
Been on stage ::: nah.
Gone skinny dipping :::nope. it's been crappy out haha. jk
Been dumped ::: nope
Dyed your hair ::: noo, def not
Stolen anything :::nah.

[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]

Craziest ::: lindsey!for sure.
Loudest ::: lindsey...brittney's pretty loud too.
Most shy ::: um. i dont know about that...
Blondest ::: um. crystal haha.
Smartest :::def me. lol jk. idk they're all smart.
Kindest ::: everyone.
Best personality ::: they all have great ones...thats why they're my friends lol!
Most talented :::matty i'd have to say...
Best singer ::: kevin! crystal! anais!
Most ghetto ::: um. that would be lindsey.
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: idk.
Pain in the ass ::: chris.
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: chris sometimes ( haha some things never change)
Funniest :::lindsey. kevin. all my friends are funny though.
Best person for advice ::: alllll
Dependable ::: all.
Trustworthy ::: alll.
Druggie ::: oh, all.
Most likely to end up in jail ::: all.
Person you've known the longest ::: chris. kayla, allie, pam, ...

[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: last night about not being able to go to work bc i was at my moms and teh time kept going by really quick, it was strange.
Last nightmare ::: dont remember
Car ride :::um by myself yesterday to get my med.
Last time you cried ::: um prob hte other day bc i'm sick. oh well.
Last movie seen ::: in the theaters? click...home...the hills have eyes...lame
Last movie rented ::: um the hills have eyes. lol
Last book read ::: currently reading..captivated.
Last word said ::: kbye.
Last curse word said ::: um none.
Last time you laugh ::: um. idk. oh reading my old journal entries..and this survye from last summer.
Last phone call ::: i called lindsey.
Last CD played ::: um barlow girl.
Last song you listened to ::: only one...yellowcard.
Last annoyance ::: being sick. and work.
Last IM ::: beno..while ago.
Last weird encounter ::: idk prob some ofm y journal entries.
Last person you hugged ::: idk. my dad?
Last person you yelled at ::: um probably my sister. or dad. lol
Last time you wore a skirt ::: i dont wear skirts.
Last time you've been evil ::: oh all the time
Sarcastic? ::: omgosh....no?
Last time you fought with your parents ::: this morning..not really fightin..just got annoyed
Last time you wished upon a star ::: dont remember.
Played Truth or Dare ::: um long time ago.
Spent quality time alone ::: all the time recently. im' aloner

[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]

Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: nah, no one's on
Do you feel lonely ::: yesssssss
Ever TP'd someone's house :::nah guy.
How about egging someone's house ::: nope.
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: ew no.
Yo Momma ::: is so stupid....that's it
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: omgosh yes.
What do you think of George Bush? ::: i like him! he's a cute old man ahha, but seriously i think hes a good guy with good morals! its good to have someone in that position who has morals and faith! (kept this one too)
Any secret fetishes? :::umm. idk
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: not particularly
How many languages do you speak? ::: three. english, spanish. and my fave..chinese!

here comes the sun...do do doo doo

2006-07-01T00:44:21Z

so tomorrow i have two grad parties.
matty's and matt's.
haha.
yah i know..weird.

im so happy though bc tomorrow is supposed to be mad nice.
and i'm gonna be outside for most of it!
yay!
maybe i'll finally get a tan so i won't have to be albino anymore!
heheh.

i'm sick of my throat.
i wanna rip it out.
end of story.

work is stupid.
i'll never like it.
but i have to keep it.
bc i need money.
lots of it.
even though i dont get paid much
blah!
'

next week i'm not working much though
monday 1-6
thurs 11:30-3:30
fri 1-6
sat 8:30-2:30...worst....
that's way too early for my liking.
oh well.

and tuesday i'm going to be the BEACH with my sister!
woot!
it will be my first of the summer.
and ill look like crap compared to my sister.
boo.

k.
just wanted to update cuz i never do on here.
and i felt like typing hahaha.

leave comments bc i love you
kthanksbye

follow me back down into the southside

2006-06-04T23:23:44Z

i'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1sf and edison glass!!!!!!!!!!
i can hardly contain myself!!!!!!!!!!
=)

thats in like two weeks though
oh well

this weekend is...

dun dun dun...

APIDDY'S wedding!!!!!!!!
in gettysburg PA!!
i'm excited!
going shopping for that tomorrow
with kendra!
hopefully i find something
eeek.

then babysitting on tues.
work wed.
then church!
work thurs booo.

then fri i think i'm going mini golfing with d2L!!
then...

leaving for PA with Kendra!!!!!!!!
sat at 7AM! funnn! lol
i'm excited~=)

anyways. i'm gonna go now
probably eat
i'm stahvin!
haha.kbye
love
you
<3

do daaa deee dooo boop

2006-06-01T04:09:03Z

i love summer. and i love how i kind of have a tan now..ppl actually noticed it tonight! made me really happpy!!!!!

but um. things are going well. this past weekend was awesome! hung out with mah girl lpiddy!...we um..hung out on fri..watched movies and ate alot haha. watched anchorman with chris. and then she slept over! now was that fun or waht??haha it was. at 12am we decided to do each other's makeup...and then take pictures..they are HILLARIOUS! ilove doing random things like that..they make me happy lol.

then sat..brought her home...i pretty much hung around..don't think i did anything eles? can't remember..oh wait..i hung out wiht kevin..and crystal..i went to hte fort with kevin..playedsome catch haha. had some nice conversation lol. then got crystal..watched the music videos..she liked them haha. and hten went back home. crystal slept over. that was nice.

church sun morning. stayed two services. love.

didn't really do anything else that day.

monday i worked 9:30-3..boo. but it's okay.then afterwards i hung out wiht my bff's lpiddy and ksiddy! jumped on the trampoline..lpiddy had an unfortunate accident...but i laughed forever haha. she's alright though..
then we went inside and baked cookies..they were magnificent.
played wiht winter, or snowball, or muffin, or blizzard hahaha.whatever the heck kevin's dogs name is..i think it's winter and they call her muffin too haha.

she gives high fives and that's awesome.

then, we watched our old music videos..they are SO FUNNY! gotta love us.then we made three more..my heart will go on...great song. haha. we're awesome. then hey ya, which wasn't that great...we'll be taping over that haha. then..lpiddy and ksiddy did a medley of grease! it was hot. i love taping them..they're hillarious! haha.

then lpiddy rushed me home hahahaha.

thanks.

so the weekend was a blast!i work again tomorrow.boo. 9:30-3:30..oh well..cuz then i'm going to see OVER THE HEDGE!!! so excited! with pam, and her brother johnathan!...

then crystal and matty are coming over..i think allie toobut im not sure yet.

good times

alright, gotta go to sleep if i wanna funciton tomorrow at work haha.k leave me love.
ksjf klsdjfl s * lauren

lovely bunch of coconuts. deedle dee dee

2006-05-21T21:29:41Z

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
in my kitchen with adam!

2. Who will be your next kiss?
prob my mom lol

3. What is the largest amount of money you spent in one store?
probably either target or walmart!

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yah like everything on my desk!

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
oh man. um. i seriously cant remember

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
yup!

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
um. this morning. but i didnt drive i was just in the car!

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
NO! wish though. i need to see a movie lol

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
uh? gatorade

12. What are you wearing right now?
my black goucho pants. this really awesome tank top and my black zip up! oh and socks!

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
um. i dont wash my car. ask anyone who knows me.

14. Last fast food you ate?
oh gosh.wayy to much lately. wendy's i think. unless you count the milkshake from mcdonalds fri night.

15. Where were you last week at this time?
last week? um my moms. cuz it was mothers day!

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
i dont think so. oh i bought clothes on mothers day bc we HAD to go to walmart!

17. When is the last time you ran?
dont even ask me. im so sore frrom playing lazer tag. doest that answer your ? loll

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
no idea. prob like...basketball my dad had on the other night.

19. What is your favorite class?
nothing right now SINCE IM OUT OF SCHOOL BABY!

20. Your dream vacation?
anywehre away ffrom here that has perfect weather.

21. Last person's house you were in?
um. bradfords.

22. How old are your parents?
dad 55. mom 53?. janet 48?. denis 54? lol..thats sad that i dont even know..well i think thats right.

23. Are you in love?
yup

24. Do you miss anyone?
i kinda miss my mom. and i miss LPIDDY like crazy

25. Last play you saw?
no idea. prob like senior year.

27. What are your plans for tonight?
online lol. and picking up my sister from work. oh and eating yah i love food.

28. Who is the last person you sent a message to on myspace?
rachael

30. Ever go to camp?
uh, yes

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
yah. like all the time. except for now. college sucks

32. What do you want to know about the future?
who im gonna marry lol. but tomorrow's not guaranteed so....

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
yep. glow by jlo lol

34. Are you hungry?
always

35. Where is your best friend located?
right now. maine

36. Who is your best friend?
lpiddy. pam. i have some more. i love my friends

37. Do you have a tan?
no way.

38. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
um. lets see. prob like 26 or so maybe

39. Do you collect anything?
yah. junk

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
never.

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
lol yes.

43. How do you like your drinks?
really cold

44. Do you like hot sauce?
ew. no

45. Last time you took a shower?
this morning.

46. Do you need to do laundry?
omg you have no idea

47. What is your heritage?
french french, oh and more french

48. Are you someone's best friend?
yesseriieee

49. Are you rich?
oh gosh no. i wish

50. What do you think of the person who took this survey before you?
well i dont know her lol.

take take take it all away

2006-04-05T04:52:52Z

i haven't updated in a while so i thought i should.

school is almost over. happy happy happy

summer is gonan be awesome..cannot wait

so much stuff to do this month
kinda stressin

love life.

update more later
love me

food? please???

2006-03-06T00:25:23Z

i'm mad hungry.

but.
i finally finished my paper, before 10pm and i'm going to a monday west lit class!!!!!!
woo yay for me!

im so proud!

but, i have a lot of stuff to do
i should prob write it down

how bout here?
ok.

check with my advisor AGAIN bc she's an idiot and doesnt get back to me
find out what my pin number is
crap, i thought i had more than that

i prob do, just can't think of it right now

but yah.
im wicked hungry

i'm really feeling accomplished and i like it

today i went to church.
it was really nice. i enjoyed it.
went to see my memmre
she was pretty much sleeping the whole time
then one of the nurses came over and like force fed her
i wanted to smack her!
like HELLOOO, she obv doesnt wanna eat
go away!

ugh. people.

but ne ways, i have to work tomorrow
6-11 BAH...so dead at night

whatever tho. i don't work wed...
happiest

but i have to work fri 12-5. not bad
but..i have to do self-scan
which i dont know how to do that
eek

and sat i only work FOUR HOURS!
woop. and i get out at 2
makes me really happy

kay, im about to go...pass out
from being extremely hungry
lol

leave love.God Bless
<3 lauren

theres more to life than live for today

2006-02-27T19:45:46Z

went to see one step forward the other night
they were amazing, as usual!

school is ...annoying. but that will prob never change.

i'm pretty much getting stressed alot lately

but i dont wanna be.

i love my mom.
she's great.

i hate work
and i called out today because i dont feel good

even though i need. like desperately need the money

im going to the bank soon
i accidentally overdrew money again
boooooo

might have to work on wed.
ahh

i have another test tomorrow
anatomy
~~love it~~

this week shouldnt be that bad though
for school
except i have a paper due on monday
havent started it yet
~~love procrastinating~~

ugh.

i'm gonna go take a shower
yah sounds good

love to all
God Bless<3

all thats left is a band of gold!

2006-02-15T03:15:06Z

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

i didn't really have a valentine..besides my lover lindsey! or LPIDDY! woot! i love her!
and my mom
and my bestest frieendsss..

and life..
except homework
and tests that i thought i did good on..but only got a C yah those are ~~great~~!

so yah...

cannot wait till church tomorrow..i need it

and to see my mom.and do some laundry..man do i need to do laundry.necessito mucho!

alright time for hw
love to all
God Bless
leave the love<3

When i go down...

2006-02-12T23:04:02Z

I'll tell you flat out: It hurts so much to think of this: so from my thoughts i will exclude: The very thing that : I hate more then everything is: The way i'm powerless: To dictate my own moods

I've thrown away: So many things that could've been much more: And i just pray: My problems go away if they're ignored: But that's not the way it works: No that's not the way it works

When i go down: I go down hard: And i take everything that i've learned: And i teach myself some diregard When i go down:: It hurts to hit the bottom:And of the things that got me there: I think, if only i had fought them

If and when i can: Clear myself of this clouded mind: I'll watch myself settle down: Into a place where Peace can search me out and find : That i'm so ready to be found

I've thrown away: The hope i had in friendships: I've thrown away: So many things that could have been so much more: I've thrown away: The secret to find an end to this: And i just pray: My problems go away if they're ignored: But that's not the way it works: No that's not the way it works

Any control i thought i had just slips right through my hand: While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me: Reprimands me: Then and there: I confess:: I'll blame all this on my selfishness: Yet you love me: And that consumes me: And i'll stand up again: And do so willingly

You give me hope, and hope it gives me life: You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light: As i exhale i hear your voice: And i answer you, though i hardly make a noise: And from my lips the words i choose to say: Seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise: Because i love you: Oh God, I love you: And life is now worth living: If only because of you:And when they say i'm dead and gone it won't be further from the truth

When i go down: I lift my eyes to you: I won't look very far: Cause you'll be there: With open arms to lift me up again:To lift me up again

whatever i feel like GOSH!

2006-02-11T21:49:38Z

alright so i havent updated in a while, figured i would.

school=okay.
friends=awesome.
life=grand.

had my first test two days ago..that would be thursday. lot of things happened that day..it will prob live in infamy lol jk... ow i just cracked my toe. i really don't know what to write about.i changed my schedule for wednesdays..lol i lied and said i had a class at 7. because i wanna be able to go to church, but if i said i had church he wouldn't really take it into consideration as much as if i said i had a class.which is what i told him lol..so im good. i know thats lying n w/e but a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do! haha

ummm..God is good, all the time.. all the time God is good. ha i love FCC i babysat for married couples last night, and there was the cutest little baby there. his name was joelle i believe. he was so adorable. i held him like most ofhte time bc he like clung onto me...he was prob like the most well behaved baby i've ever seen. but now my arms are KILLING me! i never learn! lol

"These are the days, these are the moments that pass us by!"
listening to hawk nelson. good stuff.

alright im gonna go. idk what though, not much to do..maybe i'll do some homework! hahaha
leave comments.

GodBless
love lauren!!!!!!!!!!!!

bored...

2006-02-01T00:46:03Z

These are supposedly 30 questions that no one would EVER
think to ask. Answer them, then REPOST the bulletin:

1. When u looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was behind you? a bunch of towels hanging from the little rod thingy lol

2. Do you like someone? sure why not

3. What were you doing at 2 in the morning last nigh? sleeping, oddly enough!

4. Favorite planet, which you would live at, if you could? how about..saturn

5. Who is the first person you ever kissed? my neighbor when i was five years old ....or maybe when i was like 4 ..can't remember lol

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? i dont have special ones..but i have the cool..space age right now lol

7. What kinda underwear are you wearing? um white and orange

8. What do you think of yourself? i think im pretty sweet heh

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? not wearing shoes at the moment, but i have new balance shoes..but im wearing pink orange and white socks right now..to match my underwear hahaha

10. Night light or pitch black? pitch black def i have sleeping with lights on

11. What do you think about the (previous) person who took this? well lindsey is pretty much the coolest girl...oh and she IS a babe

12. Why do we always press harder on the remote when
we know the batteries are dying? because for some reason we think it will work...fksh gfhsdlh s

13.What's a word that rhymes with mist? gist

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say? yes i'm reading...from the roommate

15. Where is the nearest Valero? i havve no idea

16. What's something that you say a lot? "oh man" "goooshhh" "sweet"

17.Who told you they loved you last? lindsey!!!!!!

18. Last furry thing you touched? um, idk. does my blanket count!?

19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days? absolutely none!

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? idk 2?

21. Favorite age you have been so far? um, idk i like 18 right now, its a pretty good age...i love the elementary years tho lol

22. Your worst enemy? um the devil

23. What is your current desktop picture? idk something scenic like the sunset or something..used to be me n lindsey hula hoopin!

24. What was the last thing you said to someone? "why are you telling me if i don't know what you're talking about?"

25. How do you like your eggs? sunny side UP!lol

26. How much cash did you spend yesterday? um well it was my debit card..and it was like $38.40 or something liek that

27. The last song you listened to? "light my candle" from RENT!

28. Tombstone, Urn, marker, wooden cross, or forgotten grave? uh tombstone?

29. When was the last conversation you had on the phone? oh gosh. um crystal last night

30. Who was it with & how long did it last? crystal and it lasted like a minute!

oh oh oh oh for the longest time

2006-01-31T04:07:59Z

um so i thought id update
                                    not much has gone on
                                                                   went to see 1sf, they rocked while they rocked out

i love life
especially friends, amazing!!!!

i'm gonna go watch a movie with JK!!!
see ya later
much love <3

happpy new year folks!

2006-01-02T00:50:42Z

**my first's of 2006**

cereal i ate- didn't eat cereal!!!!!! derrr

drink- this lemonade stuff ms debbie made!

phone call- um, idk i called mostly everyone..but i guess pam!?

sent IM- lindsey maybe! yah

recieved IM-kayla!

hug-ummmmm MS DEBBIE!

kiss on the cheek- no one ='(

first person to jump around w/ me- eveyrone at the rocks' house

first person to carry me- umm im pretty sure no one was carrying me

first phone call i made- mi madreeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first channel to watch on tv- whatever channel we wwere watching 10 maybe

first 3 way call- noooonnneeee

first person to make me cry- still havent cried lol

first thought- this better be a good year!!!!!! and i love my mom

it's gonna be a great year eveyrone...just hold on tight and don't hold back! much love to everyone
God Bless
leave the comments!

"what, i'm not good enough for you?!"lol

2005-12-17T14:53:51Z

okay, its saturday, december 17, 2005 9:27 in the morning...
i just got up like 20 min ago after going to sleep at umm oh, idk 4:30 am?! wicked random night! lol
it started when i came back from work at like 9:15...so i came in, went on the computer of course, and then i started packing up my stuff for home becuase i knnew i wasnt going to want to do it this morning...and i was right! lol, so im packing, and it was a TORNADO in here! crazy i tell you, im bringing so much stuff home! but yah, so after im done, me n jaime have mike and katie help us take it out to our cars, i had to take two trips lol, told you i had a lot of stuff! =P

but yah then i finish cleaning up and what not...prob on the comp, can't remember...and then it was about 1:30 am maybe?...and i was gonna go lay down and try to fall asleep...nope! the bathroom was calling me! lol not in that way though, it wanted me to clean it! i swear it was saying "lauuurennn, come clean me!!!! i'm extremely dirty!!!" yah it was! so i cleaned the bathrooom bc i was in a cleanning mood, thank God bc it was getting pretty bad!, then once again i'm like alright i'll go lay down...so i do..but katie and jaime were on jaime's computer talking to random ppl because they went in a chat room..yah lame i know haha...but they were just like idk talkin to htese random guys that imed her afterwards, and jaime kept coming out with these random sayings so i get up and get a notebook to write teh funny stuff down...bc i knew i would prob forget lol...then i end up going over to her bed and then i end up typing..i was being mean though..if a person imed her i said "GO AWAY!" lol she had like 3 ppl im her everytime i was trying to type something, it was pretty annoying...but ne ways...so its liek 3 am...and we had nothing else to do so we go where? oh DUNKIN DONUTS! of course! almost like die bc the roads had like a sheet of ice/frost/ w/e it was! but then we get back, i eat my bagel mmm! and we put in none other than NEVER BEEN KISSED! yay! but obviously i fall asleep before it like even starts lol, i guess i was really tired! and then this morning well i woke up at liek 9, and jaime left a note for me, bc she left at like 7, crazy girl!

so yah, today im kind of lost, i dont know where to start, i know i have to type some things up, ugh! i'm feelin a little stressed right now!ohwell. i work at 2 though..till 8...i reallly dont want to.but i must think of the bright side, its my last day working at this s&s down here for a month!!!!!! yaayy! i get to return to fairhaven! hopefully its not too different there now. but yah, then im pretty sure i'm going to my moms after work, and then chruch in the morning, and then visiting my memmre, and then i think im going to my moms bc she wants me to help my little sister with her science project, blah,..but THEN its the ONE WAY CHRISTMAS PARTAY! i'm so excited! we're doing a yankee swap...i better get a good present and not a cheesy one hahahha jk jk! i'm def jk! i dont relaly care! but yah i''m excited, i like xmas parties! they make me feel all warm inside haha! oh man i'm still wicked tired, i got like 5 hrs of sleep! maybe i'll take another short nap before work, hmm?? dont know!

so yah, christmas is next weekend! yayy/! i'm so happy! i just hope eveyrthing works out, and idk, i just dont know...

but yah its 9:42..and i'm pretty much finished with this thing...just some highilights from last night...

"hmmm...TOGA!" jaime
"drugs! i mean HUGS not drugs!" jaime
"hee haww" what?! all of us lol
"don't invade my bubble, get out of my bubble!"
dunkin donuts at 3am
"TURD!" lol (don't ask)

okay, so this semester has been good! even though i pretty much sucked at my classes, but i just hope i pass with at least a C bc if not, well my dad will prob kill me! uhhh! yah
but there's been some good tiems! and def some bad ones, but we don't keep those in our memory, bc what's the point right? right! no reason to hold grudges, just good memories! there's def been some times where i couldn't stop laughing, and well, as much as i love going home, i am going to miss this place for a whole month! it's gonna be wierd, especially not being on the computer all the time lol, but everything the "freedom", the random nights staying up until like who knows?...karoke nights, the walks to the cafe, and to donovan, me n katie fallin on the day of my chem final!!! that was pretty hillarious! late night girl talks...random stuff that comes out of jaimes mouth, my lovely dancing ( eveyrone loves it ) lol, so yah thats just a few,and i'm def gonna miss it...but good thing we come back..and next semester, well is not gonna be the same ( with my grades) bc i am not failing or doing poorly on anything..i will not let myself.i hate getting bad grades! so yah

i'm not gonna be online as much when i'm home so here are numbers..and i might be getting a cell phone, so i'll leave that on another post when i get it...but my house number is 1-508-996-8348 and my moms number is 1-401-766-2133
feel free to call me anytime! ;)

Goodbye Willard!
and as katie would say...JKL out!lol

God bless and i hope everyone has a happy holiday!
love to all,and leave the comments!

I LOVE CLAY AIKEN!

2005-12-11T20:59:09Z

alright so i just want to put it out there that i love clay and he is amazing! =)

anyways, so yesterday was a vvery eventful day for me! first:

movies with d2L..so i meet up at faythe and ryan's house because i dont know exactly how to get there, and so im behind ryan and pam is behind me. we driving and we get to a red light and all of a sudden i look up at ryans car and theres massive amounts of snow on his windshield!!!! i'm like OH NO he can't see lol! good thing it was a red light. so he gets out of hte car to wipe it off. he gets back in the car and i guess the wipers werent working bc there was still too much snow on the window, so he gets out again and then gets back in but he forgot to shut the wipers off so it goes off and snow gets in his car!! lol it was hillarous. at least i thought so! =)

then we go into the movie theatre get tickets and food ..and then go in to watch the movie! blah blah blah..lets just say that Chronicles of Narnia was an awesome movie! i knew i would like it but i liked it alot! so yay! lol

then i go get gas and then it was time to go pick up my love LINDSEY! woot!so i pick her up, we go to brooks so i ccan get a camera, and then we end up gettting some snacks and what not! yadda yadda yadda....

so off we go!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so excited! we're drivin we're drivin we're drivin...and we're drivin! we get to exit 20 (but it was an exit on the left so i didnt really know where it was, plus it was a little dark by that point) and we swerve and i almost had a heart attack! i really thought my car was gonna tip over, but luckily we didn't!) so the trip took about oh, 2 1/2 hrs i think! not that bad..BUT as we get offthe last exit we get a little lost. so we're driving around and we're like alright we have no idea where we are lol..so we stop at RITE AID to ask for directions...little did we know that ppl in connecticut don't know how tospeak! so we ask this lady named Kristine ( i think ) for directions and she's like oh ohh..welll wehre exactly are you going and what not..and then she like stutters or something,and we tell her the Chevrolet theatre and she goes "oh well thats a truck!" and were like OH GREAT! lol...i'm tellin you this lady was like...idk maybe on drugs or something!? coudln't tell! but oddly enough her directions were great and we found the place!!! WOOPIE! but then...

oh yah u guessed it, we're surrounded by the OLDIES! not even kidding you. it was like 80 yr olds in every car haha...no there were some young ppl...but when we go in to find our seats , we are like def surrounded by all the old ppl! it was hillarious! so the opening act was going on, and he was actually really good! he was a pianist, and jeesh could he play! it seriously looked like he had 10 hands at one point lol! THEN, it was time for CLAY AIKEN! i was soooo pumped! the only thing i didnt really like about hte concert was that he hada skit goin along with it, it wasnt just a reg concert, i mean it wasnt like horrible, just different. but i have to let it be known that clay has magical powers, no lie. he would just make a motion with his hand and BADDA BING magic! it was amazing!=) and his finale song was absolutely wonderful! took my breath away! ah! love clay!

so some highlights about this trip with my love lindsey!

exit 20
our t-shirts!!!!
random hug from old guy!
goat baby
clay and his magic
the grandmother
the oldies
non stop laughter
sleigh ride ppl...giddyup!
getting lost on the way back..much fun right there!
rite aid lady
just the whole thing in general and the fact that i got to see my love lindsey, and go see our fave boy CLAY and be claymates together!!!! love you lindsey! =) thanks for everything!

just remember everyone..."dont save it all for christmas day, find a way, to give a little love everyday!"

oh my gosh! dhfsdu fsdhgsd

2005-12-07T01:13:01Z

alrighty then, i'm sitting here avoiding hw as usual..i found something else to distract me! i changed the whole layout for my journal as you can see! i like it..its green! lol obviously. i like green! anyyyways!...it's 7:42...i'm sitting here just waiting...i'm gonna watch girl interrupted..not because i want to..but i have to for a psych paper for extra credit..and let me tell you i need extra credit in that class lol...so, i'll be doing that soon..and then i'm going to try and do some of my research paper thats due next monday...yah and i havent really started it! ahhhhhhh! yah thats what i get for procrastinating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh well...

then i must study for my bio lab practical or w/e, fun fun! thats thursday though! thank God.... uuhh i have so much stuff due its not even funny!!! i'm starting to stress a little! plus i work thurs 10-4 (worst!) then fri 4-9...buh! seroiusly if i didnt have to work it would take so much pressure off..i hate working..which is bad..i mean mostof the time i'm just like w.e its fine..but its just idk..aggrivating!...BUT, i do have things to look forward to this weekend!!!!!!!! :) i got Chronicles of Narnia on saturday afternoon at 12:30ish...then CLAY AIKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooohoo! i'm so excited! i'm going with my love LINDSEY ALLYSON PIERCE!!!!!!!!!!!!! extremely excited! like, i dont think i could say that enough that i'm excited wooo! alright, so now that we got that out of the way! lol.

so, to say in the least i am a very busy girl! yeup! but yah im about to watch the movie so i must go..leavea girl some comments why dont ya! thanks

God Bless..!

oh nothinggggg im just hangin

2005-11-30T17:44:57Z

today, pam is here...we are hanging out and listening to christmas music.i also put christmas lights up on my wall..and what not...its really prettyy!!!!....and now im gonna go....

love all
God Bless

have a nice day.

mucho love

just updating..randomly...i'll put more laterrrrrrrrrr

oh you know.........

2005-11-09T18:46:29Z

im bored

i dont wanna do my psych homework

i hate chemistry

i need to talk to my mom

ric is stupid

movie friday night, makes me happy

starting work next week..booo

i dont have any money, so working will be good

its getting really cold =(

i miss my mom

my feet are itchy

i cannt waiit until thanksgiving

i dread research papers

i lost my ID card

there are no drinks in my room

or food

i need to do laundry

im bored

ppl are annoying

oh well

ppl are so ignorant

but w/e

finally some peace

thank you

later, leave me some comments <333

oh im a new member?

2005-11-05T22:02:51Z

HEEEEY everyone!

im home again, bored...nothing to do lol, but i do have to do some lovely laundry! yay
then idk..

oh tomorrow is a fun filled day coming my way
i got church then i go to see my memmre
during church i'll become a new member
then i got one way, which i always remember
the good times are coming everyone
so sit back and have some fun!

HHAHAHAa omg i am the corniest and i lvoe it
its like inspiration, randomly..i should become a poet..you know it! heh

man can you tell im bored now?!?!
yah

its cold. berrr

um, there is no food in here
i wonder how my parents survive...
:-/

thats a funny face ^

i think im gonna go do some laundry, and then i have to start studying for my chemistry test! yippie

and stupid work..wel im not gonna talk bout that right now cuz i'll just get upset!

so there

i can't wait for THANKSGIVING! not only do i get to see most of my family that i never see..i'll also be able to see LINDSEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and other friends lol...at the thanksgiving footballgame! im so excited! and a huge sleepover with lindsey...hopefuly i get it off from work ( not thanksgiving ..i have that off obviously) but the other days so im not stuck down there and i can come home! ehh

alright alright im leaving
leave me some comments ppl..im feeling alittle lonely here!

God Blesssss
in my prayers always
<3 lauren

"IDK, SOME FAT GIRL!" ilovemymemmre

2005-10-30T19:34:38Z

WOOOOOOOOW, today was amazing lol!

first i got up, took a shower, got dressed, and then went to church!
but i didnt take my car this time, i decided to come back here after, and then just ddrive to faythes later...ya know what im saying!
but so i went to chruch, no d2L =( but we stayed upstairs..and i find myself gettingmore into it..bc before i used to be liek wow this is soo boring get me out ofhere..but today i really wanted to hear whta pastor dave was preaching ya know...it felt good!it was kind of annoying though when some other ppl were talking..i could see the guy in front of us ggetting annoyed too...but wasant my fualt!

but yah then we had communion. and we sat in hte back row...and for anyone who knows how big my church is..you know how far back the back row is lol!, we had to walk right by like everyone ahhhh heh jk it was fine...
but then afterwards. isigned up for spiritual authority classes, which it just basically helps you in leadership and well spiritual stuff lol .bc i wanna work downstairs at d2L so eventually i wouldve had to take this class..even though most of hte ppl downstairs havent taken this class yet. but idecided to bea good girl and take it..and i wanna learn more so that helps! but im happy cuz crystal is taking the class with me..so i wont be alone...and next week during second service i get to be idk presented? or someting i foget the word in frontof the congregation bc i took new members class.idk inducted or something!? w/e you get my picture lol if not idk ask me!

so yah then i went to visit my memmre!
she wasSOO funny today it was hillarious omgosh!
i was just standing ther lisetening to her..and my dad goes..do you know who this is? to my grandmother...and she goes..."idk some fat girl!" (to me) I was like WHAT! omg i couldnt stop laughing, she kept saying that i had a pop belly..so my dad kept egging her on i was like wow dad thanks a lot lol...but then omg she was on a rollll today. she was saying how tired she was and she kept saying ..."alright it was nice to see you," like shewas trying to get rid of us lol...she was hysterical tdoay..i lvoe when shes likethat!

but yah...so now im just hangingaround until i have to go to life group..ONE WAY! yay!...but i have to remember to go get my candy from ms debbie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't wait to hear my song tonight hahahahah matty

well my arms are extremely sore..lol ineed to start working out..thisis pathetic!
lol

i need some lovin here ppl..leave me some commeents puuhhleaaasseee!

thanks a bunch!

God Bless to everyone
<3 lauren!=)